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    November 09

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    不知道该怎么办了
    说出这句话的时候 好像主意又还是很正的 还没有废物到底
    我只是没有想到会这么久这么久
    欲望A欲望B欲望C A挤掉B挤掉C 以为靠着A胀大可以让C萎缩掉 其实好像倒不如一起爆掉炸成碎片重新来过
    我不知道还可以坚持多久 其实又好像可以一直坚持下去 只是应该给自己个期限吧 11月么?
    每天行尸走肉一样说着不疼不痒的话 又或者根本渐渐的越来越不用说话了 初中开始的间歇性的口吃好像又快来了
    终于又回去打鼓了 一个晚上 一个下午 打鼓这事是可以重新开始的 躲藏在巨大的声响背后的内心可以获得最静的片刻
    那个夏天里撂下鼓槌冲出黑房间在鼓楼东大街走着却无法将躁动平息的自己 在这个秋天这辈子过的最快的秋天结束后还是没有好起来 却也不能再等了重新回来 手指的水泡还有手腕的疼痛感似乎可以给自己一个出口 一下一下一下一下 心越来越静可是我也看到了那个心的壁垒建的越来越高越来越厚也许再也不会打开了
    只是想这个冬天慢点再慢点 别又倏地一下子就没了
    其实如果天没这么冷 能去蹦个极 也许我也就好了


     

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    小西 Lwrote:
    当一个实现希望很小的愿望彻底无望,时间空间都破碎的瞬间,失重的是生活,
    解脱的是心。我们就再碰碰运气吧。
    Nov. 11
    沙龙 姜wrote:
    前两天发现了一部关于天主教的电影叫做《诱惑》,虽然各方面都中规中具,但是还是能感受到他们经历的一种不同视角的修行。有空你可以看看。
    Nov. 10

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